What are The signs about you being trans that your pre Crack self ignored/overlooked?

I'll go firstt:

1: Regularly thinking that girls got all the cute clothes2: Buying female clothes (skirt and some underwear) for "cross dressing"3: Feeling physical pain when having to put off bought female clothes to go outside4: Imagining yourself as the women in porn (that's why I at first though I was "just gay")5: Being sad when thinking about trans people and realising I couldn't transition because I'm not trans6: Absolutely suppressing every form of thought when thinking about "the trans topic" (in a way that sometimes I reflected myself and thought that I may be trans, but I 100% suppressed those thoughts knowing damn well, that this wasn't that much of a good strategy. This also included the thought "acts trans, looks trans, probably is trans", that crossed my mind after taking LSD for the first time)7: Dissociating kinda regularly. Happened usually when reading fantasy books. Didnt realise it was dissociation until like 3 weeks ago

Probably missed some stuff but those are the most significant ones. Quite a lot of stuff are signs that appears around the last year or so.