Surprisingly a lot less confusing than you'd think. Although I don't have any type of synesthesia tbh–I'd love to see the most familiar image with something resembling what you're describing honestly. Sounds amazing
When I am surrounded by the greenery and serenity of trees, it is impossible to disagree with you. Even the green moss on the bark and stones seem to whisper this truth. Stellar answer
Those early memories can be exceptionally formative and remain as a long-lasting impression for sure.
What is life? How does one enjoy life after the “veil of blissful innocence” is lifted and you are exposed to the concepts of war, famine, oppression, tyranny, propaganda, etc…
I'm not going to pretend I have a good answer, but for me the point is to move past the recognition of the absurd and the meaningless of it all via whatever path or means of compassion one can find. It's true that we can't really ever go back home, no matter how badly we will always wish/desire to. Instead we must keep fighting, in spite of the meaninglessness. We have to believe we can overcome some day, even if it's pointless, we still have to do it.
I regret asking, but thank you for the clarification