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canadianchik

@ canadianchik @lemm.ee

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  • how can I stop spiralling about my breakup?

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  • Hey, yeah im going to be turning 22 in august. I hate always feeling in pain, the heavy heart. I only have known him since the end of november but it felt like i had known in for AGES. this is whats hurting me so much. i was able to pour so much and open up about so much of my darkest and most vulnerable things that I never share with anyone. i dont have much friends, i mean i have 2 friends but idk ;| there is one guy who wants to see me and go out for hiking and stuff but i feel guilty, i am also scared that It will make me miss him more. but i need a distraction but im scared of a rebound happening.

  • how can I stop spiralling about my breakup?

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  • ;/ im sorry to hear that. and yea, DM it! please.

  • how can I stop spiralling about my breakup?

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  • I know time will heal but fuck… that video is pretty emotional, wonder what she is/went through. i just hate how heavy my heart feels, i hate always being in pain and being sad. I just want it all to end.

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  • Yes! Vent vent vent! Vent to me, message me. I’m here. Whichever jackass took ur wheels will get karma. U know how I think of these situations… like “god let that happen because maybe if I had been able to ride my bike something bad could’ve happened”.. kind of like traffic too… god protecting us from a crash that could’ve happened.. but still I’d be mad. Are you able to get a rope or bigger lock and lock then around your wheels in the future. I’ve never heard of someone stealing bike tires, that’s so lame

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  • I feel angry a bit now. I cried so much yesterday when I was out for my walk but now anger is here. Obviously I’m sad too but part of me is so mad that I spent 6 months now for something to not work or to be given up on so easily. It’s so upsetting. I hate that I did it but I reread me and his messages and seeing how much I tried to make things work, for two months, be trying to fix our relationship…pathetic. I got nothing bad. At one point he was just telling me that he felt like he was always telling me how special and beautiful I am and that I didn’t let it go through. What the fuck? But a few days ago he said he should’ve been more appreciative. He’s saying these now because he realizes now when we aren’t talking that I tried so hard and he didn’t care as much as I did.

    That’s the part that hurts. The hardest pill to swallow for me is that. I have only known him since the end of November but I swear it feels like I’ve known him for years. This hurts me so much because I rarely feel like this with people. This urge inside me to text him is crazy. I hate that me and him didn’t talk about it in purpose, it makes my blood boil a little bit.

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  • I wouldn’t rush into another relationship tbh.. I wouldn’t be able to.. would just hanging out with someone worsen things? I’m stressing because part of me still feels like I’m cheating and I’ve developed this guilty conscience after what happened between him and I. a guy wants to go on a walk with me in nature, I told him I’m going through this and he said take ur time and he gets it but part of me thinks maybe going out will take my mind off of it but another part of me thinks that maybe it will just make me miss him more.

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  • Please, more details

  • how can I stop spiralling about my breakup?

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  • I know :/

  • how can I stop spiralling about my breakup?

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  • Have one, he helps a lot🥹

  • how can I stop spiralling about my breakup?

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  • Idk I believe people can change :( I know it probably won’t ever happen tbh. But it’s the fantasy in my head.

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  • Is it bad that I would take him back if everything became okay? I just wish we could talk about everything in person. I never got to, when we met, we didn’t and I am so mad about that. He should’ve done it. But he didn’t. He broke up and didn’t talk through anything. I just want him back :/ but I know reality. What kills ne now is the idea that I feel like I am not worth fighting for

  • how can I stop spiralling about my breakup?

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  • I wish I could but

    1. my parents wouldn’t let me
    2. I have school rn
    3. low funds

  • how can I stop spiralling about my breakup?

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  • the urge to text him… but i know there is no point.

  • how can I stop spiralling about my breakup?

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  • i dont know the intention, i just missed my old friends. theyre online tho

  • how can I stop spiralling about my breakup?

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  • she said shes happier eh ;c i dont wanna know the answer i may get from him. i know hes hurting but fuck

  • how can I stop spiralling about my breakup?

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  • The thought of another man disgusts me.

  • how can I stop spiralling about my breakup?

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  • I just want him :/

  • how can I stop spiralling about my breakup?

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  • I’m going to try to go out and get some sun today. I stayed in all day yesterday and today so far.. just been eating and wanting to sleep. I’m so tired. But I’m going to grab a book, some music, walk, and see what happens then.

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  • I did something horrible too the past couple days. I added like two people back who I used to game with all the time (one I had a sexual past with). My loneliness got to me. I regret doing this because I see no point of it. But now I feel guilt :/ one person added me on Snapchat and I asked who they were to also find out they were someone I did something with. I didn’t remove them…why? Why do I do dumb stuff when I’m lonely. I would not go see a guy or do anything as of now or anytime soon tbh, I am not ready, but why did I add these people… I feel like a horrible person. They all reached out and hoped I’m doing okay. 2 of them know I had to remove them because I knew it was the right thing to do.