Anyways, they will get used to you doing stuff you like, they usually need to get past their trans and other stigma (which can take a really long time). If your city has a support group for parents of queer children, you can try signing them up.
As a person who's been in the closet for the last 4 years, I share the same struggles as you, I'll see someone sharing their transition story/timeline on other social media platforms and get a mood hit instantly.
Seeing other transgender people is basically a reality check for me, reminding me of the harsh reality I live in, the person I actually am, and what it can be.
Hang in there, probably everything will be alright!!
i wanted to go to therapy to sort things out without transitioning (i can't transition for another at least 2 years because i'm a minor), i'm pretty sure that i'll screw things up if i don't get help
about planned parenthood, i was planning to move the us when i completed high school but after the last election i don't think they will be able to give hrt this easily when trump is midway through his presidency
can you say that your cognitive abilities improved?