You said, "no one spoke with me about it ever." If you don't have trans friends in your life yet, go find some at those organizations you mentioned.
Maybe should have clarified it. I do have trans friends (and also had before my egg cracking), but being trans was literally never a topic we talked about.
Thankfully I have my own place for university, so I dont have to worry that they are finding my Hormones.
I have pretty much the same experience. It was especially bad in times where my mental state has been worse. You always have to remember, that its ok to take it slow and remind yourself about the things you did (as example: Bought youre first skirt, got some underwear, painted your nails for the first time, went out in Girl mode for the first time). I can also only recommend starting a diary. It really helps to be able to tell all the things you feel (and if its just a book). It can also serve you as a record you did and create a record for if you feel down a lot.
I second this. I would not recommend it, but getting stoned sometimes helps for Dysphoria. You should stay away from Drugs as a stopper for Dysphoria due to a bigger potential for addiction
This is 100% true. I never plan on actually using this. It might be useful for working on microcontrollers like an ESP32, but apart from that the trade of for more computational power is not worth the memory savings.
Since you are already using arch I guess you kinda know what youre doing so you should be fine.